February 2012
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There’s an increasingly annoying pain in my lower rib area and it hurts whenever I breathe in deeply. It’d be lovely if this could go away because I do need to be able to breathe.
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If you want to get more out of life, Ron, you must lose your inclination for monotonous security and adopt a helter-skelter style of life that will at first appear to you to be crazy. But once you become accustomed to such a life you will see its full meaning and its incredible beauty. And so, Ron, in short, get out of Salton City and hit the Road. I guarantee you will be very glad you did. But I...
I’m leaving tomorrow for this school biology trip for 3 days. We get to go in mangroves and the desert and do science-y stuff. I’ve now locked myself in my room for an hour so I can finish packing because I’ve been at this for 3 hours now and my room is a colossal mass of mess.
Boy, I sure know how to waste a couple of days.
mrs-norris:
Claude Debussy - Clair de Lune
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If you walk away, I’ll walk away. First tell me which road you will take. I don’t want to risk our paths crossing some day, so you walk that way, I’ll walk this way.
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Defeater - But Breathing
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Sometimes I just forget where I stand in the world and that leads me to believe that I actually have issues that are even seemingly important. After my unsuccessful use of coping mechanisms, I regain the knowledge that I’m actually insignificant and that swelling on my said issues has no point at all. Then I’m happy again. Or something like that.
I am pretty much the very definition of what I hate in a person. I don’t get why it’s so difficult to change.
I live in constant fear that at any blinking second, the floor will fall through and the ceiling will come caving in and I’ll be crushed and gone within an instant. It’s irrational and I want nothing more than to be rid of it.
I often feel like my whole life is some kind of dream and I sometimes wonder whose it is and whether they are enjoying it.
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I like places that make you realize how tiny you and your problems are.
Possible options for tonight:
Watch Bridge to Terabithia for the 100th time whilst devouring my chocolate covered pretzels and crying
Watch a movie that won’t make me want to bawl my eyes out but end up crying anyway because I’m an emotional fucking wreck tonight
It’s really a dilemma on which to choose.
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I’d like to repeat the advice that I gave you before, in that I think you really should make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to boldly do things which you may previously never have thought of doing, or been too hesitant to attempt. So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a...
I wouldn’t think twice if I ever left my family and never came back to them.
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I think it’s important to have the capability of being able to imagine yourself in different places. I mean, to be able to visualize yourself in different places, you know? If you’re bored of your garden in California, you should be able to pretend you’re in a different garden in Oregon. It works if you close your eyes hard enough and concentrate on altering it. If you...
I did the 10 shots I had to do for Valentine’s day last night. Needless to say, I was a complete mess last night.
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Benjamin Francis Leftwich - Atlas Hands
I am so tired. I just want to sleep for a couple of days.
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The fact that we live at the bottom of a deep gravity well, on the surface of a gas covered planet going around a nuclear fireball 90 million miles away and think this to be normal is obviously some indication of how skewed our perspective tends to be. Douglas Adams
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My everyday journal project-type-thing is coming along pretty well. I may miss a day or two in between at times, but at least it’s been a continuous effort so far!
I think that our move back is now for definite. Mother has confirmed it.
“Look at all those lonely solid people, pretending to check their cell phones.”
Maybe I’ll find a nice little bungalow somewhere in...
I think I’m falling in love with you and I don’t quite like it.
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“Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?” “That depends a good deal on where you want to get to.” “I don’t much care where –” “Then it doesn’t matter which way you go.”
Okay how about no more food for me until my legs are down to a size where I will stop continuously complaining about them in my head. And by no more food I mean no more boredom/binge eating.
I HAVE A POTENTIAL TOPIC. GOAL: ACHIEVED
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My extended essay topic is turning into the bane of my life. I’m stuck on 4 subtopics and I can’t wrap my own head around which one I prefer to do. Trying to turn it into a goal to make my decision up by the end of the night.
God’s a bully and he makes it rain dodgeballs. You can stand off in the corner and you might last a little longer, but you’ll never win that way.
I know I can be lame around you because you’re lame too and that’s kinda a giant relief because for the first time in an exceptionally long time I don’t feel like I’m dying when I’m talking to someone.
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I want to rip your clothes off and fuck you against the wall.
When I’m trying to get to bed I’m always thinking about endings.
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I want to move to somewhere bucolic that has a nice park in walking distance from me. I’m sick of this view. I’m feeling sentimental over nothing and I miss my swings and want a change of weather.
“I love talking about nothing. It is the only thing I know anything about.”
– Oscar Wilde (via writtenhuman)
“Hey i havent told you this you are seriously the best thing that has happened to me this year”
The woes of having a boyfriend who is part werewolf is the fact that you have to keep a constant track of all the full moons. Which isn’t actually that bad of a thing for me seeing as I do love full moons, but it’ll also help me keep better track of my calendar. But I also need to mark it down as the day that we can’t see each other. I’ll be doing that now so I won’t...