January 2011
I managed to fall asleep with my science book on my face. This resulted in the time being almost 11:00 pm and me not having revised a word. I know nothing for tomorrow’s test. N O T H I N G.
and I’ll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are. I hope it’s nice where you are.
when i’m around you, i kind of feel like i’m on drugs. not that i do drugs. unless you do drugs, in which case i do them all the time. all of them.
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all that i know is i don’t know how to be something you miss.
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I’ve been told I need to take SAT classes if I want to be bale to go to school in the states. I will be going to check the classes out tomorrow, maybe.
Anger. Anger. Anger. Anger. Anger.
I hit a table today and now there is a big bump on my hand. Lovely.
I also need to check out the kickboxing class that I want to start going to. However, their phone isn’t working. Although...
Last friday night:
we danced on table tops
we took too many shots
think we kissed? but i forgot
we maxed our credit cards
got kicked out of the bar
we hit the boulevard
we went streaking in the park
skinny dipping in the dark
had a ménage à trois
i think we broke the law
We are Sex Bob-Omb and we are here to make you think about death and get sad and stuff.
I wish I had a nice, big garden. In my garden there would be two big trees from which I would set up a hammock. I will spend my days laying on my hammock and reading/ painting/ listening to music/ thinking/ enjoying myself. Everything will be better with a hammock.
Pyromania
an impulse to deliberately start fires to relieve tension. It typically includes feelings of gratification or relief afterward.
If your life had a face, I would punch it.
You don’t care and you don’t want to speak to me anymore. But for some fucking reason I have a hard time getting that into my head. I’m really sorry for being as irritating as I am. I really do just want my friend back. I promise I’ll stop all sorts of contact with you from now on.
and there are many things that i would like to say...
i need to start eating more fruit everyday. at least a kiwi or some pineapple. maybe i should make a tally chart for myself. every day i would have to eat a certain amount of fruit. this may actually work.
29807.) I just want you.
“My dear boy,” said Lord Henry, smiling, ”anybody can be good in the country. There are no temptations there. That is the reason why people who live out of town are so absolutely uncivilized. Civilization is not by any means an easy thing to attain to. There are only two ways by which man can reach it. One is by being cultured, the other by being corrupt. Country people have...
I would like a weekend where I can go out and get properly drunk until I’m stumbling and don’t know what I’m doing anymore. I’ve always been so cautious when drinking (of course I’m still going to make sure that I’m with people I know, in a secure place, and will possibly sleep at a friends house). I’ve been at home for most of my last weekends while...
And you’re still all of the things that I want in my life. How could I ask you to leave me?
when i still end up procrastinating no matter how many times i tell myself i’m not going to.
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“I wish I could love,” cried Dorian Gray with a deep note of pathos in his voice. “But I seem to have lost the passion and forgotten the desire. I am too much concentrated on myself. My own personality has become a burden to me. I want to escape, to go away, to forget. It was silly of me to come down here at all. I think I shall send a wire to Harvey to have the yacht got...
Decision to decisions are made and not bought. But I thought this wouldn’t hurt a lot, I guess not.
neighohme:
I wish I had a nice accent, a pretty face, a sought-after figure and beautiful clothes.
you gave me a smile that i could never forget.
I am an idiot. I try so desperately to speak to you because I miss you so much. I realize how you don’t want to speak but I just don’t get it. It’s my fault mainly for getting so attached to you. I was looking back at old conversations today. I really wish you would talk to me. I really do.
I hope the next girl that you kiss has something terribly contagious on her lips.
3 more days and I can eat a beautiful hamburger.
My art teacher is going to kill me because I was supposed to do an artist research page and take photos; I’ve done neither.
I shall proceed to read American Psycho tonight.
I didn’t get to watch my black and white film today, hopefully tomorrow.
I bet any amount of money that they will get back together after tonight. Not that I...
“It has development.” “Decay fascinates me more.” “What of art?” she asked. “It is a malady.” “Love?” “An illusion.” “Religion?” “The fashionable substitute for belief.” “You are a sceptic.” “Never! Scepticism is the beginning of faith.” “What are...
Downloading the very best of Hall & Oates.
I’ll have you know I’m scared to death that everything that you had said to me was just a lie until you left.
I will get my photos printed this week. I’ve been postponing this for months. Also, I might start making videos soon. I was watching my old favorite youtubers today and I remembered how badly I wanted to start making videos before. I’ve got a camera. No-one will watch them but that’s not the point. The point is that I will make videos and be happy with them. Okay.
Anonymous asked: Did you write that beautiful paragraph to just posted?
We made love by the ocean as the waves crashed around you. Sunsets never were so bright, and the skies never so blue. You opened up into my arms and we laughed as I held you. I’ll never go back to Georgia, not at least ‘till I have to.
i don’t know how i ever thought i had a chance with you. with the amount of attractive girls falling at your feet, i don’t even know what i was thinking. never in a million years would you go for me. my stupidity has really outdone me this time.
Do you believe you’re missing out? That everything good is happening somewhere else? But with nobody in your bed, The night is hard to get through.