I can’t tell if you’re using your delirious ways to just mess with my head, or if you’re genuinely this interesting and alluring. 

If my parents decline my demand of buying a dog once we move back to CA, I will be so infuriated. They’re planning on buying one of those really big houses in the midst of the valley/forest area and those houses just cannot be without a dog. Especially since on my arrival I’m going to be utterly lonely because I’m so deficient in being socially likable so I’m going to need somebody to be able to converse with and cuddle.

I’ve been so uninspired and drained of motivation lately that I can’t even make regular posts about myself like I used to. I’m not sure why I’m so exhausted lately, but I hope it’s temporary because I miss drawing and writing and everything else that I used to do.

If I can’t learn to make myself feel better, how can I expect anyone else to give a shit?

Inadequate.

I’m going out somewhere tonight and hopefully I will make a good impression on these people and they will adopt me into their friendship group. 

I’ve been having so much work and studying and problems to deal with this week and I really wish to pause it all for a while and just sleep or not exist or something.